Episodes

Aug. 26, 2025

Under the Shadow of Abuse : Escaping a Toxic Parent and Finding Freed…

[Content Warning] : Child abuse, emotional abuse, suicidal ideation, gaslighting, suicide attempt, physical abuse Today, Jan is joined by Serfine Okeyo, a Johns Hopkins University student studying economics, shares her journe...

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Aug. 19, 2025

Heart To Heart : The Power of Art and Connection with Jennifer Schwar…

[Content Warning]: Child sexual abuse Today, Jan is joined by Jennifer Schwartz, a Registered Canadian Art Therapist, Mental Health Therapist, Supervisor, and Instructor with over 25 years experience, works in private practice virtually and in-person as a Child & Youth Mental Health & Sexua…

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Aug. 12, 2025

"My Girl" : A Mother’s Love Amidst Unimaginable Trauma with Stace Don

[Content Warning]: Child sexual abuse, rape, incest, child abuse, domestic violence Today, Jan is joined by Stace Don, an inspiring author from Manchester, England, who shares her harrowing yet hopeful journey of overcoming abuse and finding her voice. Stace opens up about her traumatic past, inclu…

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Aug. 5, 2025

Word of the Month : Apathy

In this series, Jan selects a word to focus on for each month, encouraging growth in a specific area, challenging herself and her audience. This year Jan will be focusing on the difficult words we tend to tie to ourselves, of...

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July 29, 2025

Something To Say : The Power of Sharing Your Story with Jeremy Indika

[Content Warning]: Child sexual abuse, self-harm Today, Jan is joined by Jeremy Indika, survivor of child sexual abuse, podcaster, and founder of the Something To Say movement, shares his powerful story of childhood sexual abuse, highlighting how predators often hide in plain sight and groom childr…

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July 22, 2025

Rebel Thriver : Breaking Trauma Cycles with Ella Hicks

[Content Warning] : Domestic violence, child sexual abuse, rape, mild language Today, Jan is joined by Ella Hicks, a seasoned trauma and mindfulness coach and founder of Rebel Thriver, who is here to discuss her journey as a ...

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July 15, 2025

Above All Rise : Surviving Child Torture and The Aftermath with Adam …

[Content Warning]: Suicidal ideation, suicide attempts, incarceration, child abuse Today, Jan is joined by Adam Birckett, who in part two is here to continue his harrowing journey from leaving the military to how he got to where he is today. Adam shares his struggles with mental health leading up t…

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July 8, 2025

Above All Rise : Surviving Child Torture and The Aftermath with Adam …

[Content Warning] : Child sexual abuse, child abuse, rape, torture, sexual assault Today, Jan is joined by Adam Birkett, who in part one is here to share his harrowing journey from a traumatic childhood filled with abuse and ...

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July 1, 2025

Word of the Month : Emotional Incarceration

In this series, Jan selects a word to focus on for each month, encouraging growth in a specific area, challenging herself and her audience. This year Jan will be focusing on the difficult words we tend to tie to ourselves, of...

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June 24, 2025

No Ordinary Love : Breaking Free From A Life Controlled By Fear with …

[Content Warning]: Child sexual abuse, domestic violence Today, Jan is joined by BB Gabriel, a proud Canadian, registered social worker, and the author of No Ordinary Love.In this conversation, BB Gabriel shares her profound journey as an abuse survivor, detailing her childhood, the impact of early…

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June 17, 2025

Surviving the Survivor : Trauma, Truth, and Dark Humor with Joel & Ka…

[Content Warning]: Child sexual abuse, Holocaust Today, Jan is again joined by mother/son duo Karmela (‘Karm’) & Joel Waldman, hosts of the Surviving The Survivor podcast. Jan, Karmela, and Joel share stories of blessings, media careers, the search for truth in journalism, and the importance of…

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June 10, 2025

Surviving the Survivor : Trauma, Truth, and Dark Humor with Joel & Ka…

[Content Warning] : Holocaust Today, Jan is joined by mother/son duo Karmela “Karm” & Joel Waldman, hosts of the Surviving The Survivor podcast. They delve into the themes of generational trauma, the importance of acknowledgm...

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June 3, 2025

Word of the Month : Blame

[Content Warning]: Child sexual abuse In this series, Jan selects a word to focus on for each month, encouraging growth in a specific area, challenging herself and her audience. This year Jan will be focusing on the difficult words we tend to tie to ourselves, offering insight and tools to manage o…

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May 27, 2025

Steward Your Story : Forgiveness, Resilience, and the Power of Love w…

[Content Warning]: Domestic violence, child abuse, abandonment, narcissism Today, Jan is again joined by Hope Rose, a previously sponsored ultra endurance athlete, a self-published author of Unstoppable Vision, a health+wellness book, and featured in many publications such as NBC Nightly News and t…

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May 20, 2025

Steward Your Story : Forgiveness, Resilience, and the Power of Love w…

[Content Warning] : Domestic violence, child abuse, abandonment, narcissism Today, Jan is joined by Hope Rose, a previously sponsored ultra endurance athlete, the self-published author of Unstoppable Vision , a health+wellnes...

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May 13, 2025

When Western Medicine Fails : Alex Abraham's Journey with MDMA Therapy

[Content Warning]: Child sexual abuse, mild language Today, Jan is joined by Alex Abraham, author of ‘Trauma and Ecstasy: How Psychedelics Made My Life Worth Living’, who shares their deeply personal journey of overcoming trauma through unconventional means. The conversation explores how repressed …

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May 6, 2025

Word of the Month : Denial

[Content Warning]: Self-harm In this series, Jan selects a word to focus on for each month, encouraging growth in a specific area, challenging herself and her audience. This year Jan will be focusing on the difficult words we tend to tie to ourselves, offering insight and tools to manage or overcom…

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April 29, 2025

IFS Informed EMDR : The Power of Naming Our Pain with David Polidi

Today Jan is joined by David Polidi, a dedicated trauma therapist and social worker who blends compassion with clinical expertise. Through his practice Empowered Through Compassion , David guides adults and couples using Inte...

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April 22, 2025

Pushing Back the Darkness : Surviving Cult Abuse and Spiritual Manipu…

[Content Warning] : Religious cult, physical abuse, sexual abuse, psychological abuse, abortion, self-harm Today, Jan is again joined by Jennifer Redcay to finish her story of cult abuse and escape. Said abuse turned sexual w...

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April 15, 2025

Pushing Back the Darkness : Surviving Cult Abuse and Spiritual Manipu…

[Content Warning] : Religious cult, physical abuse, sexual abuse, psychological abuse Today, Jan is joined by Jennifer Redcay, who spent 10 years of her late 20s and early 30s in a cult that nearly extinguished her soul, spir...

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April 8, 2025

The Long Road to Conviction : Nia Durant’s Battle for Accountability

[Content Warning] : Child sexual abuse, self-harming, eating disorder, suicidal ideation Today, Jan is joined by Nia Durant, who shares her harrowing journey from a happy childhood to becoming a victim of grooming and abuse b...

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April 1, 2025

Word of the Month : Words

In this series, Jan selects a word to focus on for each month, encouraging growth in a specific area and challenging herself and her audience. This year Jan will be focusing on the difficult words we tend to tie to ourselves,...

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March 25, 2025

Surviving the Unthinkable : Caroline Pugh-Roberts’ Journey Through Tr…

[Content Warning] : Trafficking, exploitation, rape, manslaughter, physical violence, suicidal ideation, describing sexual acts and defining terminology, Today, Jan is joined by Caroline Pugh-Roberts, who is here to share her...

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March 18, 2025

Cultivating Inner Peace : Karl Braveman on Mindfulness, Healing, and …

[Content Warning] : Suicidal ideation Today, Jan is joined by Karl Braveman, a distinguished meditation and mindfulness expert, mentor, coach, and healer, as well as a film maker. In this enlightening conversation, Karl share...

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